Time flies... Crossed the 30 line this year and my body seems to have complain for probably at least 20 years of abuse it had received. For a person who can't stand the morbidity of hospitals, I did not dream that I would end up as a patient had I been given a choice.
Lots of thoughts went through my mind in the midst of blood tests and ecgs. I realised I don't have that many friends. Good friends who are genuinely concern about you are hard to come by these days. Through this ordeal I realised there are that few individuals that still cares. To those who had help me thru that ordeal I sincerely thank you from my heart. That reassuring phone call or that angry concern certainly warms my heart.
Time have certainly pass me by, the ambitions I had when I was 21 seems to have left me far behind. Did I set too high an achievement for myself? The once high achiever seems to have crashed into a tree.
I've learned that there are somethings that we want may not be easily achievable without his consent. However, I do pray that he grants me my wish for I do not want to be lying cold one day unloved by anyone.
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