A lost girl

It took me a very long time to openly admit to a medical professional of the thoughts in my head. I'm not ready to share them to an unknown individual which I've yet to reach the level of comfort. I'm afraid I'll end up on the deep end. Knowledge is power but at times ignorance is bliss. I feel even more lost and confuse now. Change is a constant but at the stage I'm in I need stability and some patience and not to be herded out the door once the 15 minutes is up. I may not make a difference in your life but you did make a difference in mine now I'm just a lost girl who no longer knows where to seek help from.