Accepted the facts of case. A broken doll that needed fixing.

I guess I've reached the acceptance phase. I've come to terms of the situation that I'm currently in and agreed that I needed to do what I need to. I can't go through this by myself anymore.

Reflecting what he said, yes it's been awhile that I've tried to keep this hidden and I needed someone to verbalise that and highlighted to me straight in the face.